If?...right now my head full of this word..if dat, if like this, if you.. if i was.. but how dat gonna give me the ans i'm looking for.. how am i supposed to understand as thing goes complicated more than i would've imagine.. i noe things are difficult lately, but if... not if again.. i hate this word... there's no ans to whut am looking for... as first time in my life... i'm giving up my life,my pride, my ego for whut i've been believing so far... this is my life.... and i'm looking for my happiness...cuz i would'not want to look back and regrets later....
Everything dats good come for HIM, and for the bad/worst is from my myself...