Saturday

Saturday?... boring.. boring.. and boring.. i'll be at home this weekend.. dun have any plan yet.. and not in mood for enjoy.. i'll just stay home..

Ya Allah, kau berikanlah kekuatan kepada hambamu ini untuk mengharungi dugaanmu.. kau kuatknlah imanku.. kau jauhkanlah diriku dari perkara2 yg tidak baik bagiku... sesungguhnya kepadamu aku berserah.. dan kepadamu aku memohon..

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Wrecked mind..

Yeah.. its me again.. quite a boring day today.. no work to do anymore... project already end.. paperwork seems to be on track.. i dunno whut to do now.. just hope things are going to be better for me in future..

maybe its late... I just want to wish you good luck..

Hmm.. Whats more to say.. i'm running out of topic everytime i'm on the compose mode.. ********** ... dunno whut to say.. probably later i'll write again..

Have a good day tomorrow.. and good nyte....

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Whut to say?

Whut to say?? . how actually am i gonna keep this blog posted. i'm not really into the kind that always tell people whut i'm doing or think actually.. for all this while, i always keep my thought to myself as well as my feelings.. i dun really like to show whut i feel.. i think for the worst, i just keep a pale face.. previous, i have someone which i can share to.. and i think she is the only one i'm comfortable to share.. but now.. i think i have to keep it to myself again.. i have to live with it.. i won't force her to hear my story cuz i know it might be uncomfortable to her.. he might as well as other problem to solve rite.. :-).. hehe.. enough la bout me... dun feel like telling more in blog..

back to the current status.. i'm still at carimin..as a junior exec.. lots of work recently.. to clear up all related document for project since the project already come to and end.. hopefully, we don't face anymore problem on documentation later on..

i'm hungry... anyone care to join for dinner ?? :-) .. i guess my life won't be any better without her..

Not forget to share.. one conversation i had with my housemate last few days on planning for future.. One agree that we should plan our life and the other one prefer to be carefree and live & enjoy the current moment.. whut say you?.. which one is better.. to live with a plan up until you old or to live with current moment?.. as for me.. i think i prefer to live with plan.. but with current situation, i'd would love to think bout family first.. my family and also to have my own family... hopefully, God will help me in this...

Ahh... no more la to talk.. its really rubbish like now.. haha.. no point keep telling blogger this.. it doesn't have any respond.. LOL.. but probably who read this would know lil bit bout me... I'm in good condition.. just my life stuck at a point of time... i'm who i was... and i will always be... cuz YOU are so important to be part of my life... thanks...

p/s : currently listen to song sang by Kristal - selagi ada rindu .. really2 nice song... dedicated to her..

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Maher Zain - BarakaAllah

We’re here on this special day
Our hearts are full of pleasure
A day that brings the two of you
Close together
We’re gathered here to celebrate
A moment you’ll always treasure
We ask Allah to make your love
Last forever

Let’s raise our hands and make Du’a
Like the Prophet taught us
And with one voice
Let’s all say, say, say

بارك الله لكما وبارك عليكما
وجمع بينكما في خير
بارك الله لكما وبارك عليكما
وجمع بينكما في خير
Baraka Allahu Lakuma wa Baraka alikuma
Wa jamaah baina kuma fee khair.
Barakallah hu lakuma wa baraka alikuma
Wa jamaah baina kuma fii khair.

From now you’ll share all your chores
Through heart-ship to support each other
Together worshipping Allah
Seeking His pleasure

We pray that He will fill your life
With happiness and blessings
And grants your kids who make your home
Filled with laughter

Let’s raise our hands and make Dua
Like the Prophet taught us
And with one voice
Let’s all say, say, say

بارك الله لكما وبارك عليكما
وجمع بينكما في خير
Baraka Allahu Lakuma wa Baraka alikuma
Wa jamaah baina kuma fee khair.
Barakallah hu lakuma wa baraka alikuma
Wa jamaah baina kuma fii khair.

بارك الله
بارك الله لكم ولنا

الله بارك لهما
الله أدم حبهما
الله صلّي وسلّم على رسول الله

الله تب علينا
الله ارض عنا
الله اهد خطانا
على سنة نبينا

Let’s raise our hands and make Du’a
Like the Prophet taught us
And with one voice
Let’s all say, say, say

بارك الله لكما وبارك عليكما
Barakallahu Lakuma wa Baraka alikuma

Great great song.. i like..Dedicated to my freind, Puteri sarah & her husband Nizam.. Congratulations.

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Happiness?

“Loving is a feeling that brings both joy and pain to my heart. Joy from being with you, being filled with an emotion so deep and tender that no other feeling can compare. Pain from knowing that I'm so in love, that I'm more vulnerable than I've ever” - source

Hello again.. Happiness?..i think most of us familiar with this word but do we really understand what it means.how it feel and what it is actually.. Well if you go literally, this is what it should means Happiness is a state of mind or feeling characterized by contentment, love, satisfaction, pleasure, or joy - wiki.. but if we go deeper to understand this word, we can never describe it in word because it is the feeling of a person which vary from one another.. even if we try to put it in general it can never 100% correct to the meaning of it.. As for one person, maybe a good happy life with family is happiness, but for the other it might not seem like it.. In this context, same with me.. as i seek deeper to understand the meaning of it, i keep running in circle & my mind keep wondering so much.. is this the happiness i'm looking for so far?.. would it last forever.. will i be happy with my life and never regrets later on... things keep going round and round as it begin to explore myself more... But i think for sure.. and i believe, if you found your happiness, you will be happy in your life.. even thought it not as perfect as other person, but you still happy & satisfy with you life... We should never give up in search for happiness.... and i know i have one in my mind right now... and i will never give up....

Find your happiness and never give it up.. Because you won't look back and regrets later... life is short.. and full of surprise and things aren't always goes as we want.. but you still have HIM for you... He will always be with us..

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IF?

If?...right now my head full of this word..if dat, if like this, if you.. if i was.. but how dat gonna give me the ans i'm looking for.. how am i supposed to understand as thing goes complicated more than i would've imagine.. i noe things are difficult lately, but if... not if again.. i hate this word... there's no ans to whut am looking for... as first time in my life... i'm giving up my life,my pride, my ego for whut i've been believing so far... this is my life.... and i'm looking for my happiness...cuz i would'not want to look back and regrets later....

Everything dats good come for HIM, and for the bad/worst is from my myself...

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Hari Ini Hari Jumaat

Dah jumaat.. (3 dec 2010).. hari ni tepat jam 6.30 pg nnti nk bertolak ke cherating.. skarang baru pukul 12.15 am ..baru nk start packing ni.. haha.. insyaallah sempat... ok2 la.. xleh tulis lame2 nnti x sempat kemas brg.. chow

Hopefully, we will hv a safe journey

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Mood Holiday?

Salam.. Hari ini merupakan hari yg amat bosan.. kerja kurang.. mood xde... org pon xde.. seb baik la x bleh nk tdo kat opis.. kalo x da lame aku tdo.. rasa nya ari ni ramai org tgh sibuk2 nk pegi holiday ( company family trip ) kat cherating.. aku xde la bersemangat nk pergi.. probably dalam keadaan yg x stabil ni.. aku just ikutkn je.. but into the mood actually... dgr2 nnti family day kat tempat ni.. Holiday Villa Cherating
.. tapi x tau la btul ke tak.. hoho.. Well see on friday.. Tomorrow probably lots of work nk kene buat.. Better to clear up all the remaining work/paper works since project already completed..

K.la.. x pandai nk merepek panjang2.. nnti da abes event family day ni aku tulis lagi sket2..

Cuti-cuti malaysia.. Thank for my company and organizing this trip.

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